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Name: ShaunaBanana
Location: of Grace
Birthday: 9/18/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: gheto-fab days with my girls... sequins! haha... um... concerts... sleeping... dancing (real dancing not that nasty booty-crap!) movies... acting... writing... singing... and people watching disneyland... if you havent i suggest you try, its great fun!
Expertise: making people smile....and britening people's day...im kinda like a care bear...or maybe Rainbow Brite! Oh...i like rainbow brite...i could be shauna brite!!! okay thats enough of that movin' on...
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  helamansprincezz
Member Since:
2/3/2003
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| so i've come to the conclusion that i have changed dramatically since leaving high school. I wont lie, i miss it greatly. I miss how close everyone was. I miss walking into extremely explicit conversations after school which seem to "only pop up when [i'm] around." I miss pretending to be smart. I miss people actually believing me. I miss mr. jawor laughing at my stupidity. I miss dr. triplett always giving me candy when im in trouble. I miss mr. meloche and josh arguing with everything i say. I miss always having aaron and lan in my math classes. I miss attacking things in cluster with post its. I miss pretending to do something when actually doing nothing in cluster. I miss mr. hunter being oblivious to everything. I miss mr. hoshi and his nag attacks. I miss choir shows. Even though i hardly ever knew the dance moves and was constantly put front and center or the second row...i swear, heather was out to get me. I miss mrs. perez always asking about my family. I miss mr. clifton making fun of me for being absent so often and my lack of athletic ability. I miss the crazy pep rallies. I miss our class. I miss the dances *invite me*. I miss chillin with ya'll. man, i miss so many things...but i think i miss you guys most of all. oxford's like my family...its weird living without it...
College is worth it though. And its not like i dont have a little piece of oxford with me. Sarah Burke and Kyle Cavaness are in my geology class.
I've changed so much since high school. Im way lazy with my look now...no makeup, ponytails, hoodies, and pjs. The crazy things that i use to obsess about arent that big of a deal. In fact, now that im 16 and can date and drive (whenever i decide to get my permit...) i'm not even that excited about it. There's also a whole lot of freedom about the whole deal. I hardly have homework. Its mostly just reading...which i dont really need to do. I get out of class before noon everyday. I can stay out later than normal because i can always take a nap after my classes. The freedom's nice. Its pretty sad though, cuz i go out and do things like everynight during the week. and then friday night comes and there's nothing to do...like tonight, thus the writing in my xanga.
anyway, i just wanted to tell ya'll how much i love and miss you. and that we really do need to do something, im not kidding. tell me about the activities coming up. like when's the choir show?
<3shauna | | |
| 1..2..3 *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!*
hey guys!!! today's my SWEET SIXTEEN. yes the big 1-6 has finally arrived! wooohooo! Anyway, im rather excited. and i thought i would tell ya'll. i miss you guys! we need to go out and do sumthin sometime! okay?!?! much luv, Shaunanabananaberry the BIRTHDAY GIRL! | | |
| hey guys,
so yah, everyones telling not to forget my oxford people and to write in my xanga. so i write on...but where are the comments. are you actually reading this thing? or am i just writing to write...which isnt horrible...but guys, what's the point of writing? i could just as easily write in my journal (you know the real one, the one not on the computer) anyway, i thought i'd just write and tell ya'll that all is well. I'll prolly be visiting you all monday or tuesday since i get out of school on thursday. (aren't you jealous...hehe...luv ya!)
here's my latest:
wannabe runaway
you are something
something of beauty
you are the moment
i saw you completely
i’m waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
I’m waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
yah, i’m waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
far from
far from
far from here
i’m a wannabe runaway
far far far away
i’m a wannabe runaway
far far far far far away
far away
you take all of me
and see something different
you found the all in me
you just hate to admit it
and i’m waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
i’m waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
yah, im waiting for sumthing
to get me far from
far from
far from
far from here
i’m a wannabe runaway
i’m a wannabe runaway
i’m a wannabe runaway
much luv,
shauna | | |
| hmm....i wonder if anyone actually reads this? i havent written in about a month and it hasnt seemed to burst anyone's bubble...maybe its a good thing?
well, i only have 2 more weeks of school. I'm counting down the days! its really crazy when i think about it...but i only have 2 more weeks left of high school altogether. My friend anthony's a senior and he says he's scared about leaving high school and he's scared about growing up. but here i am 2 years younger than him and i feel so ready to be leaving. I feel so ready to start that chapter in my life. Sure i always think about...well i need more experience for some of these things and what if im not ready, what if im making a mistake? but, its my mistake to make(if it even is one) i feel confident in my abilities as a student. I dont doubt that im mature enough to handle the situation. and its opening so many new doors of opportunity. If i really wanted to i could go out and do the study abroad things. i could intern at the UN. i could do so many things that i had always dreamt of doing but either never had the time, or didnt have the money. I am at a point in my life where it seems like the world is my oyster (wow that sounded lame...but its the best i could come up with) its like a new world of possibilities.
i'm getting to the point where im really missing oxford. not just the people there, but the school in general. it was like its own little culture. there was a way we went about doing things here and there were things that just weren't done. It hink its hilarious that what i once thought was a horrible and terrible thing to do(ditching) i'm doing it all the time. and the teachers really dont care. as long as i come in for the tests and stuff they dont mind me being gone. its like a new freedom that i've never experienced before. and like the whole dropping classes or retaking stuff without have to have failed it first. i never look at that like a possibility. And then i find myself dropping algebra 2 second semester. i have most of my high school credits done. i really dont have to work hard at all if i want to graduate.
im going to get a 4.0 for the first time in i dont know how long. and this is a 4.0 without even trying. all of my honors classes are weighted. im only taking 2 honors classes(english and history) and they're super easy. hardly any writing. you just sit there. the teachers think im brilliant cuz i talk a lot. for the first time in a long time i actually feel like im intelligent. like i knew that i wasnt stupid but at oxford there was always sumbody way way way smarter than me. At bellflower they have this thing called the quiz bowl and i only lost 1st place by 3 points! its so strange.
I love the freedom that regular high school gives me, but i wouldnt trade my experiences at oxford for anything. they really did set the foundation for my study skills. i learned how to work under pressure. (how strange that this commercial came one with that queen song as soon as i typed this...haha) I wouldnt trade any of the people that i met there at oxford. all of my friends there. we were like family. Since there were so few of us we were all really close. Everyone had their place.
I know im getting really sappy and stuff but its true. I've just been doing a lot of thinking lately and i just want all of you to know that i really love you guys. I'm gonna try to keep in contact as much as possible. who knows, maybe i'll even go to your guys' prom!...that is if sumbody actually asks me...haha
I'm really sad i missed the last choir show. thats always my favorite. the most teary-eyed. our seniors are graduating, once again. its always scary when it happens, and i cant help thinking...what's oxford gonna be like without them?
i love you guys so much...and now this extremly long post has come to an end....my birthday's in 3 months! woohoo! finally i get to drive! (yes, and date...but thats not as big of a deal as i thought it would be)
much luv,
shauna | | |
| I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.
I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!! i need to watch it...over and over and over again...it makes me feel much better...haha
much luv,
shauna | | |
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